May 9, 2008
Do you seek to define me?
Well, let me help
This hat is the one I wear
when I am feeling sexy
note the sequins
and the jaunty lace.
This one is my mom hat
extra band-aids and sewing needles
hidden in the brim.
This is my thinking cap
that I stain with ink and paint
creative endeavors
are often the result
of putting it on..thusly
This cap over here
is my night cap
I use it when I need peace
and a bit of fantasy
to help my heart
and soothe my soul
This hat
with the wild patterns
is my sassy side
she dreams of pinching men’s bottoms
and doing things others would consider
a tad risky
cheekiness personified
This is my sister hat
true blue
of course
and this hat
this one over here
with it’s floppy brim
that covers my face
that’s the one I wear
when I am blue
and need to be alone
for a time..to hide my face.
I wear many hats
I am many parts
that make a whole
I am a collection
overflowing the cupboards
and peeping from closets
if you sit here awhile
I am certain
you will find a few
you might enjoy
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May 9, 2008
I hold my hand over my mouth
in a attempt to stifle
that which would be free
my shoulders hunch
as I vainly attempt
to hold it in
to late I feel it swell
the laughter
it bubbles up from the deepest
parts of my heart
until it comes
forcing it’s way past my lips
with a sly smile and a sexy eyebrow lift
as it passes
as I knew it would
and all hell breaks loose.
Ah the life I live..
a constant state of fruitless apology
and twinkled joy
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May 9, 2008
The core of me knows you
though I have yet to meet you
I am that romantic fool that lingers
over morning dreams that call me
seductively to come back
to rest my weary soul
in arms I must believe exist
I am a fool for love
and this defines my view
of my world
Loving you makes me wise
Loving you makes me strong
Loving you makes me brave
Loving you completes something inside me
I was unaware was missing.
We may never meet
but my soul is still content
I am whole with you
I am whole without you
I am whole from love
that defines me
and makes me more
the gift of you
I will cherish forevermore
I dream of you
and long for your smile
I pray for guidance
I pray for hope
I pray for that moment
that my heart says will one day come
if I follow my path truly.
The core of me waits
paitiently
without remorse
you live in my heart
and I am not lonely
though I am hopeful
that one day
when I am busy
being the joy that lives in me
you will arrive
and take my hand
and acknowledge what I know
already
I am your one
you are my one
We are one
even when apart
and this brings me
serenity.
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May 7, 2008
Clever eyes
he has been given!
Clever eyes
all knowing!
He sees things with those eyes
things best left unseen
damn his eyes!
he sees me
and I have never been seen
I have hidden so cleverly
in plain sight
damn his eyes
that see me
that know my secret self
I am unable to come gently
my inner heart is a fighter
and she must not give in
she fights with passion
she fights with blood
she fights because it is all she knows
and his eyes know
they know
and it scares me so
trembles that I have never known
make me back away
in deep fear
I have never been afraid before
the confusion makes me weak
and the weakness makes me angry
I don’t want this cries my lips
but my heart, that traitor
beats with something new
damn his eyes
damn his eyes that see me
damn his heart I love.
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May 7, 2008
my heart knows
I do not know how
or even why
I shake it and ask it to stop
I ask it why it is doing
what it does so blithely
without my permisson
I want to weep
to bang the ground and scream
It’s not fair
It’s not fair
It’s not fair!
I wait for reality to negate it
to prove my heart is false
but even with setbacks
my heart refuses
simply refuses
to let go
of the knowing
what drives a soul to believe
even when the mortal body
cannot bring itself to do so?
what makes my heart know?
why does it hurt me so?
my heart knows
it will not budge
it will not budge
it will not budge
though I beg it
though I plead
though I pray
go away
go away
go away
my heart knows something more
than I can comprehend
so in the end
I trust it
though I think my heart
quite insane.
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May 6, 2008
Patient is the bird that waits
above my head
he sits and blinks
and ponders thoughts
I can never guess
nor understand
he waits there
calmly
regarding the world
waiting
he knows the right time to move
and takes pleasure
in the stillness he finds
there on the limb
above my head
I have much to learn.
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May 4, 2008
With pause and silence
comes inner calm
that tips his hat
to the grace of the soul
surrender
a treasure unspoken
a gift unseen
when all is unbroken
mended and clean
with deep heart sighs
the weary heart relaxes
finding that which it dreamed
the world moves on
and I am
greatly changed.
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April 23, 2008
I love the feeling
it’s warm and wet
flooding over my feet
as I kick the drain
Lovely bubbles make my limbs
into islands
subtle scents drift
like flowers to my nose
I squirt some more.
The warm of the water
makes my muscles relax
I lay back and let my mind wander
Splishing and splashing
doing all the things
I tell my child not to do
oops water over the side
naughty mama
I grin at the thought
she would say that I know
I relax and sigh
no banging on the door
no rush to go
I am home alone
and I am taking
a bubbly bath!
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April 23, 2008
Stubbornly I refuse
to let go of what I dream
the winds pull
the rain beats down
the sun heats my tender skin
but I am stubborn
I will mock the wind
“Is that all you got?”
I will mock the rain
“You missed a spot!”
I will mock the sun
“I am not done!”
I will not give up
My dream is my heart
My dream is my soul
My dream is what makes my life run
My dream is what makes my blood beat
I am stubborn
more stubborn than the wind
more stubborn than the rain
more stubborn that the sun
so tell me?
what makes you think I will allow you
a mere man, to stand in my way?
I will not let go.
I will have my dream.
It is not a selfish dream
It is a dream for good
It is a dream for right
It is a dream for peace.
I will have my dream!
I want to save the world
though I am one woman
one soul
one heart
one mind
I am one woman who
WILL NOT STOP!
You can stand there and shake your head
certain I am a fool
or you can move to my back
and join me
link hands with me
let the wind come
let the rain come
let the sun come
I am not one any longer
with you I am two!
What cannot be done by one
will be done by many
but where does many start?
With me
With you
With us!
I will not give up
on my dream!
Have I mentioned
that I am stubborn?
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April 23, 2008
I know we may get the grumbles
I know we may argue
I know we may not see eye to eye
I know we may have disagreements about finance
I know we may have different views on children
I know we may not share the same religion
I know we may not always like each other
but…
I love you.
I cherish you.
I accept you.
We will overcome
with arms that hold tightly
with ears that listen
and tongues that still
with hearts that reach out
with arms that contain and mold
with minds that know the value
of compromise.
These are not obstacles
these are moments
mere moments that pass
like the waves on the sand
we shall move with the tide
sometimes you will win
sometimes I will win
sometimes we will win
but together
with work
we cannot lose!
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